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Today, when I publish this, was a day full of sleep and dreams. In one, I was late for a meet-up that was supposed to happen at 5pm IRL, but in my dream I woke up at 7pm and was late to meet my friend. Thankfully, because of that…I ended up waking/getting up out of bed and arriving at the meeting-point right on time. These anxiety-filled dreams feel directly linked to the precarity of my current living situation. I’m living a different sort of life and it’s not for the faint of heart. Because of this non-mainstream choice, I think it’s natural to have anxiety and fear come up. This life is a matter of great faith and hope, that everything will be okay.

I am definitely remembering my dreams more vividly, and I am dreaming more than I used to compared to when I was overworked. My dreams are bizarre, but I haven’t been disciplined enough to meditate regularly and write about them as soon as I wake.

I’ve also resurrected this Swedish deck, called the Outgrow Yourself Tarot and Oracle deck, which was originally in Swedish. It’s been lovely to spend the afternoon with it and studying it.