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Temperance ~ All flowing together naturally. The consciousness working together with sub-consciousness. The inner and outer.

3 of Swords — Seeing the truth

The card came first after Temperance. I ignored it but I am realizing it’s an important piece of information to reflect on. I am coming to terms with how that one client, really needs to go. It’s so draining. I’m overworked, and undervalued. That’s the truth of what I’ve been seeing. I am not working 3 hours a day for the company as per my contract. I’m working way more, plus guilt. With my time now even more limited, I need to be on top of this and noticing.

3 of Pentacles

-Meaningful work -Collaborative -Getting paid your worth for your work -The mind, body/material, spirit -Trinity, triad, harmony -Mother, maiden, crone -Things coming together, for the pentacles—people coming together -Finding your dharma, planning and creating

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I’m aware that my body needs sleep. My body, having only done this for 2 days, is already craving rest. This week has been a challenge because though I’ve gotten rid of the tiny project—the OG client that doesn’t value my time or worth—had a website launch yesterday. The person we hired to be on top of this project, is unfortunately undergoing medical things and therefore understandably, hasn’t been as meticulous as he needs to be—and because his work technically falls under my scope, I’ve had to take some of his things. It’s been two consecutive days now where I sleep super late and wake up early-ish. I won’t let that happen today. I’m tired, bro.